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MIssing the love of my life

hiddenwindowsol started this conversation
I miss the love of my life today more than ever.

The love of my life and I are separated by a great physical distance but we are closer than ever emotionally, hows that for irony. She lives in the UK and I live here in America. I want to get over there so I can propose to her but ever since I had to shutter my business as much as I tried to keep it open during the recession, I was losing a ton of money and I finally gave all my employees generous severance packages leaving very little for me. I haven't held her in my arms in six months, nor have I been able to kiss her nor have I been able to wake up next to her and kiss her and tell her I love her. We are still in love very very deeply, if you can't tell, but we both miss each other so much it's like losing a limb when we are apart. I had, keyword is had, everything planned and ready to go to get to the UK on her birthday this year, mid-February, then I had my identity stolen in November. I want to make her the happiest woman in the world and I want to be there for her constantly, but having had my credit cards, bank account, and 401k cleaned out and even a now defaulted loan taken out in my name by these thieves, there was a IP trace to Moscow but beyond that I haven't heard much, I have lost my ability to pay for my trip to see her and ask her to marry me. so I am kind of depressed about it and waiting for her to wake up so she and I can chat and I can at least hear her beautiful voice. If I only had $3500 I'd be the happiest man in the world. So back to the rat race this morning after I talk with her so I can try and find a job.
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taftap55

 in response to hiddenwindowsol...   Hi,you're-welcome! I-know-how-difficult-it-is & yes-I-feel-like-half-of-me-is-gone. If-you-both-stay-strong & believe-in-god-he'll-find-a-way! God-Bless&take-care.

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hiddenwindowsol
 in response to taftap55...   Thanks for the kind words and prayers taftap55 I am willing to do anything for her. I really really am missing her right now. You'll know what I mean by this but when I am away from her it feel like half of me is gone.
Namaste
Hiddenwindowsol
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taftap55

Sir,I-will-pray-for-u&if-I-where-you-I'd- take-a-job-with-less-pay-so-you-can-be- together!If-she-really-love's-you- you'll-get-by.I'm-a-55yr.- old-female-who-lost-the-love-of -her-life-on-January25th-2011-who- died&we-where-married-21yrs. Yes,after-22yrs.he-was-still-the-love-of- my-life.I-am-trillions- of-stars-away-from-him&I-will- never-hold,kiss,caress,make-love,, or-talk-to-him-agin. It-feels-like-your-soul-has-been- taken&actually-it-has. Happy-New-Year & God-Bless-Always!

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